Thanks everybody. This has been insane 10 days. I have my first day that I actually have to go back to work and my son decided this is the morning he is going to start full blown wake up at 2 am and still going. He has been pretty steady 11 pm then 4am for the last week. Like most of you said, sleep is luxury I can no longer afford. Over all it has been a surreal experience. With family coming in and out. I thought I knew how being a dad would feel. I can honestly say I had no idea. I always looked at sicknesses and health like I had to build an immune system and didn’t pay attention who I can in contact with. Now I am giving each family member a full interrogation every time someone asks to hold him. I bah even payed very much attention to Coronavirus until recently. Now I find myself constantly looking into it or worrying about it.

Part of me knows it sort of the natural progression, but experiencing it is something else.


I wouldn’t trade it for the world.


Also congrats caldrac!!! 5 years ago I would have said that is best possible birthday lol

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