its been a while since i updated this posts.   we are not in new home yet ,but hopefuly will be sooner then later.   anyways heres the deal  last july dad ,and i were out of town for the weekend ,the wire to the icemaker in our refegtior broke ,and we got lots of water 

damage on main level, and in basment.  our insurence took care of us for our personel loses day we had things dryed out ,and floor torn apart.  the insurence for the HOAS sent them the money last Augest and the HOAS was gonna just keep at it,and not fix our 

house. both dad ,and i are haveing to see a thearpists do to all of that happening last year.  If you all rember i have some disbilties,i recently found out i tested borderline austustic.   even knowing i have the disbilties the HOA wasn't gonna let us get house fixed. 

well thank God for people who defend those with disbilties, cause dad filled a compliant to them on how they were treating us, mainly me though.  a few days after our interview with the lady from the disabiltys act here in north Carolina the HOAS jumped on us 

getting our house fixed up.  why do i tell you all of this here today on the board in hope you can understand better why it has been so hard for me to be postive about anything.  Its super hard to be postive when theres a lot of netgiave going on in your life.

the main thing now is things are starting to look more on the up. also haveing part of your disabitly as emtiontial makes things even harder.

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