I think right now the only thing that sucks more than anything that i've gone through........is the loneliness. I've always had that person to go to and now she's gone. Now I just feel lonely. These dating sites are depressing. No I'm not going to do anything crazy or anything. Just sucks you know? 

 

I caught wind that one chick liked me but based on principle she won't date me yet until she knows that I'm actually done with my wife and when she sees what the outcome with a guy she's currently dating. I want to try to convince her to date me instead since she's told me that she's said more bad things about the guy than nice. 

 

Then there's another girl I know I could date but I'm in management and she's just an employee, however she doesn't directly report to me either. So I'm torn about that. She's made comments that would indicate interest for sure. 

 

I am not seeking the next love per say. Just friggin lonely..........

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