Paul, you've always been one of my favorites on the board.


I know you've had your struggles in recent years, but you've also had quite a bit of joy in your life. It's the ebb and flow of life.


You've managed to maintain your sanity through some really crappy times and still have a sense of humor. Don't let that go. Know that there are many out there, quite a few who only know you as an avatar and a user name who felt compelled to offer up a thought of prayer in your honor as you deal with your current struggles.


You have much to continue to fight for. Keep the faith and take strength in knowing many of us are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. That's a powerful tool in fighting any battle, as is having faith and determination to keep going, and a sense of humor.


I have a good friend who is facing a horrible diagnosis of her own, but you'd never know it by how she and her family have chosen to deal with it. She epitomizes the "Live Like You're Dying" approach. She's doing things on her bucket list and living life to the fullest, and as she's undrrgone treatments, she's continued to do everything she can to truly live her life, and to share that experience with her friends and family. She is the definition of grace.


Knowing the little I do about your real life, I'd say you're up for the fight. Live your life to the fullest and let the chips fall where they may.

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