Quote: I had a dream and a plan once with my ex-husband that included this scenario. Then he cheated on me and some pretty nasty stuff went down and I ended up in a psych hospital for attempted suicide a time or two. That's one reason I left the board back in '07 or '08. I have recovered from it all for the most part, but I am not the same person I was. When your dreams are snuffed out as harshly and as mentally violent as mine were you don't ever think about that dream again. I can answer the question, no problem, but that dream is no longer a goal and I'm okay with that. 

Sorry to hear that. I was in a similar situation and walked out onto the bridge to jump but at the top I just kept walking. Once i reached the other side I realized my crappy situation was on the other side of the bridge. Went into work the next day, quit my job, went back to college, never regretted it. Thirty five years later all is good and life is great. Hang in there, and realize you will be elderly one day and your situation when you arrive there is dependant upon what you do now.

 

Regards...............the Chiefjag

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