First of all i would like to apolgize to everyone for my crazy insane post at end of year.  I'm not going to make any excauses or anything. 


I will lsay this though I wasn't being a good Christian, and being a good exsample of a Jesus follwer.  

This isn't a reliongious post. this is me reliezeing i shouldn't of acted the way i did. Thats not me. I apolgize to everyone on board.



also these are not excauses just facts,its been a tough year for dad,and i in2021 with mom passing away. I have had some depression issues between that,and some other things in my life. 

Jags always loseing doesn't help.  i need to rember its cause of jags i get to spend time with my dad.  Thats whats most imporant.

  

I'll will end this post tonight with this.  Someone said somethign tonight in the church prayer team i go to,and it made me relize i was not being the person i know i can be.

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