It's approximately 1:15 AM Saturday Morning. Just sitting here smoking a Marlboro Menthol and drinking a Moosehead Beer. Some old memories were stirred up, some good, some bad but that's life. It takes the bad times to really appreciate all the good that happens in your life. Sometimes I wonder where the last 40 years have gotten to. Life just seems to pass you by so fast once you hit a certain age. Would I change anything about the past if I could? No, because then I wouldn't be the person I am today. Took a lot of bad experiences to learn the lessons that I needed to learn. Some of those lessons were rather harsh, others took a long time to set in but...... that;s just the way life goes I guess. Do I have any regrets? Once again, no..... Because a wise man once said, Never regret anything, because at the time that's exactly what you wanted. Once again, without those experience, I would not be who I am today. Took a lot of learning and a lot of years for me to realize just how valuable and precious the little things in life are. Never take anything for granted because you never know when that loved one, or certain thing will be forever gone in your life. Sometimes I just relive my past a little through music. Certain songs mean certain things to me, a person, a place, or what ever. Reliving your past a little has it's advantages as long as you learn from it. I never want to go back to those times, I just want to move some what forward in the time I have left on this plane of existence. I'm 60 years old now so I'm not sure just how long I have left but, one thing I can guarantee is, I'm going to live life to the fullest that I'm capable of doing. Walking with a cane, and being in pain 24/7 takes a lot out of me at times but.... I will get through it. And when I finally pass from this plane of existence, don't cry for me, don't be sorry it's over, Just be glad it happened and we had the chance to walk through, however short, periods of our lives together.

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