I'm very frustruted this morning, and i know I'm probbley being selfish. I really really don't want to spend Christmas in enemy terioty 



We been invited to the founding pastors house for Christmas.  He lives in brentwood Tennessee [size=1][font='Linux Libertine', Georgia, Times, serif]ttTen[/font][/size]

tennesse. I can't stand going to enemy terioty, seeing them is one thing.





After moms celbration of life they all put on tittians shirts. I'm very worried,and afried now they will give me a tittian shirt for CHristmas.  



I won't wear it, its the enemy.  of course dad might make me,and lay a guilt rip on me like he did about us going there for Christmas.





Since mom has passed it is best for us to be away from house yes,but in enemy terioty isn't the place to be.  



please pray that i can change my attutuide before we go there. we will be leaveing dec. 23rd for  that trip.    





I would greatly appricaitte some  feedback on this sitartion as wel as understanding to why i don't want to go to 

Tennessee

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