I got my answer in church last night.   I still can't stand the tittians,i still won't cheer for them.  I will decline with respect if they try to  have me wear tittians gear. 

Anyways i reliezed last night that this family is giveingup thier time,thier house,and all to m dad,and i to help us both deal with mom not being here since its first Chrsitmas without her.


without going to much into relgion i reliezed last night God is the father,and also  has the mothers natureing which i am missing.  though this family we will be getting the mothers natureing from  them even with 4 of them being guys. 


its the uncondtial love for others thats a mothers natureing,and this family is like that to us. 

P.S.  please don't start a reglion arguement from this. my point was this  I was foscuesd on wrong thing. i was foscuesd on the dislike for the tittians,not the fact  our family is trying to help us deal with Christmas this year.

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