I have often wondered what he was thinking while watching the Jags turn the corner. It has got to be killing him. I mean his WHOLE life has been DEFINED by football. Who is he without it? When he was suspended the first time, he was chomping it to bits and training like an [BLEEP] on his own. When he came back, he was physically a new man. Michael Irvin had a message for him to think about his life 15 years from now and having regret for the rest of your life. This is a problem that must be dealt with one day at a time. He will either fail or maybe this suspension will be the motivation to be the best he can be. Stay tuned. Also, don't think that losing him won't put us back. He was a top 1st round draft pick. The defense has to account for him every time he's on the field. He makes Henne better. He makes Shorts, Saunders, Brown and Lewis better.

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